decisions.

so, maybe my mind has been made up.
dad's house it is.
i'm giving myself two months there.
that should be a good amount of time to save up a good amount money.
who knows what will happen in two months, but i just hope everything will work out just perfectly.

i cannot wait to get out of my apartment.
two new families moved into the building, leaving no parking.
one of them also threw out alot of stuff which some man decided to dig through the other night leaving our parking lot covered in clothes & trash & no one has picked it up. i'm certainly not.
last night i came home to a new door knob on the door that i use to get into the building & guess what? my key does not work in it. luckily, the other door was open & i could go through danielle's room. but seriously. wtf. i called tommy landlord, my key should still work, he says. i tell him it does not, he says he'll send the locksmith over tomorrow night (tonight). if this guy doesn't show up i'm going to be very upset.
and kristen is out of the country for the next week, i don't know what to do about her key.
he said he's only bringing one key over. i guess i'll make a copy of it. that should work.

weight watchers day 2 is going well.
i'm trying to look at this as a new lifestyle, not a diet. like they say.
i hope i can do it. i really need to. for my mom, as much as for me.
i saw pictures my brother took on new years eve. i look awful.
i hope i can lose a good amount before the wedding & before my next doctor's appointment.
i have to do this.

oh & i think i love my boyfriend more & more each day.
but, how can you NOT love this...