i'm a big fan of all google related things.

however, i cannot make a decision between livejournal & this.
it's actually really sad how much i'm on livejournal. i don't have many *real* friends that post entries to read, so i've now joined some very funny & informative groups.
i slack off a lot at work, especially on days i don't want to be here...everyday? so, reading interesting posts is very entertaining to me when i'm avoiding photoshop, illustrator & jewelry like the plaque.

florida trip was very perfect & i'm now having the hardest time getting back to real life.
the past two days & the beginning of this day so far have been so painful. i start to think i hate my job, but then i think maybe i just like vacations more. i dont know!

i know one thing, i looooooooooove my boyfriend so very much. it's ridiculous. like, just everything about him makes me smile. kate mentioned to me how on the trip she noticed how attentive he is to me. i guess i realized it before, but once she said that i started noticing the things he does...for example, last night...he always opens doors, lets me walk in front of him, holds my hand when we cross the street, if i'm walking behind me he'll reach his hand back for me to grab it, he'll put his arm around me when we're just standing in line at a store, he'll kiss my cheek & snuggle me in front of his friends, he'll call me "darlin" & "baby" in front of them too...there's so much but i feel like a creep writing all of this. i've just never had a boy do these things, never had someone make me feel so good about myself. oh siiiiiiigh.

i'm eating pizza again today. it's pretty bad, i need a fresh start come monday. i'm not paying $40 a month to gain 10lbs in a week. uggggh.

work time. i suppose.